I can’t say a word to you
trapped in the silence
that tells the story of us now.
Just a glimpse of you
brings me back.
To feeling like I
was being retched apart.
I can remember the waves
made up of the bellows of
my weeping lost out at sea,
and the lies the shore whispered
nonsense like: “I’m fine”.
I can never forget collapsing
into my tears in the shower
as the water pounded on my
back and down my cheeks.
I can never forget the feeling
of being lost in a black forest
as it was a blaze, trying to consume me
and everything good that was left.
They say “you’ll be okay”
and that is a lie.
Your singed heart and your scars
you will be more than “okay”
you will be successful, thankful,
you will be stronger,
you will be
loved.
You will be fabulous.
You will.
Don’t let “okay” and “fine”
be your goals. Don’t let him
take anything else
from you.
01/04/2016